for most of my life i've worked 2nd shift jobs. now im working 1st and it feels way worse than 2nd ever did. it's like i get home around 5pm and i have 4-5 hours before i have to go to sleep. i dont get why it feels this way. with 2nd i could stay up till 6am if i wanted. its actually about the same time but i felt more free working 2nd shift. maybe it's partly because this is the first job i've had to commute to.