Thanks for the compliments everyone. I can say it is hard not to be violent. Just talking about the experience reminded me of my school days Bytor, I was picked on a lot and had to learn only to fight when necessary. I once got beat up so bad (black eye, cuts, ripped jacket, mud all over my face) by a kid that when the teacher asked me what happened I refused to answer, but stared right at the bully. He broke under the pressure, confessed and started crying. It was junior high.
So, yeah. Stupid fights tend to remind people of being younger because for the most part society stops us from having stupid fights. Despite seeming reasonable I've had my fair share of stupid fights. The only choice I made in high school was to talk to my oppressors more often, which made them think of me as a person and I was bullied far less.
I admit I have serious rage issues. You guys have seen a couple photos of me...I'm a big guy. I was always fat and going to a catholic elementary school was kinda like running a gauntlet of insults and ridicule...and later years physical abuse. I think I mentioned it here once but in fifth grade, my entire class took turns pounding on me while I was on the floor from some asshole pushing me from behind. After this, I lost my ability to control serious anger because I always fell back to that moment where literally I was helpless. Nowadays, I sort of got the hulk logic for anger control...I'm always kind of angry. I try to maintain a pleasant demeanor when talking to people or doing things I enjoy, but it really takes nothing to turn my mood foul. Stuff like weight lifting have really helped this year as when I get angry, I just put it all into my exercise and either pull something or go home tight from lifting that I forget why I was annoyed. But as you can see from posts where something like what happens to Jotacon occur and I respond with aggresive replies and violent logic....I won't lie I get pissed reading them. Shit like what happened to me as a kid....I get pissed seeing it and other types of bullying happen.
Long story short...I have issues.
Your whole class? That is awful, as a ridiculed fat kid I feel (some) of your pain. Though nothing that bad ever happened to me. it sucks that people are shit. As long as you have a way to vent that is good and weight lifting is probably the best way to do that. Build strength and become a better, healthier person. It is something I should do, my youngest brother nags me to do it all the time.
I am thinking about starting a kickstarter to try and get money. The item I will be developing is a sticker. Just that. A sticker. IN reality I will be just trying to get money for myself. My pledge gifts will be $5 you get a sticker, $25 you get 3 Stickers and a signed sticker, and 1000000 I fly to where you are and personally deliver a full sheet of 20 stickers.
Is that $5 with shipping? If it is, hot damn I want a sticker.