Ugh, I can't sleep. Again. It's the deadlines I guess. Same workload, less workdays because of the holidays. That just sucks and I'm all stressed out, my heart is pounding and I just can't get to sleep.
Oh yeah, and I'm supposed to be anemic all of sudden (I don't feel like it and I certainly wasn't less than a week ago), but I don't trust the test. You know, the one where they prick your finger? Aren't those unreliable when blood circulation there isn't all that great? Like, when you've got Raynauds or just because you've got a fairly low bloodpressure, it's winter and your fingers are like icicles? Still a source of stress, though. Not because it's my health and blablabla, but because the whole thing is like a puzzle and I don't have the means to solve it.