I am still working on getting things organized. I have way too much kitchen stuff.
You should see my house. My mum the pack rat.... it's a disaster.
I see. Being honest, I find the idea of "family time" kind of..."50s"
. I definitely think it's important you get that time in with your son; family is definitely a reliable, consistent, loving, and most tolerant type of relationship you'll ever have (I'm only "in" a family, granted, I don't have one of my own that I'm "the head of").
Still, or maybe it's just my house, but we also need that time to ourselves, that time for us to relax away from each other so we don't go crazy.
Again, I'm sorry if I'm way off base, forums don't really let us afford natural conversation and progression. But I think you need to breathe, not gasp. Take it a day at a time, relax if you can afford it, and I think it'd be good to make some plans if you are burning out to do something exciting. Spring is here, the zoo is perfect around now (warm, not hot; cool, not cold), or take the wifey away, or go hiking, or just make some time for a day off where you wear nothing but underwear or PJs all day. :)
I really hope you can get outta the funk of everyday 'bleh'. It happens to all of us, and hope you manage. :D